A thirty somethin' Borderline Personality mom of three. For less depressive stuff go to my other blog @ http://apsychedelicmommy.wordpress.com/
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♥ Apr 2nd, 2013
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♥ Mar 15th, 2013
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Now this… this is awesome.  
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♥ Mar 2nd, 2013
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♥ Dec 31st, 2012
year in recap..
January : still being lectured and tortured evryday cuz of the IK incident, pindah rumah ke Pondok Bambu lagi, kekah Aiden n Alya. Bitter faces, i dont care less. Lost soo much weight. Keeping Myself busy decorating the house. Theme Song: Gotye-Somebody that i used to know.
February: 8 year wed  anniversary, slowly gaining trust. Feels like total love struck love birds. Hanging out a lot with my homies Mahesa n Fabri, Nonton konser Fiest ama Royyksopp di Love Garage. Mulai ada wktu main sl lagi :) Theme Song: Dillon-Thirteen ThirtyFive
March: It’s been a while without hanging out with my Oullas, My sissies Birthday, Aldos Wedding Bash. Obsessed with Instagram, obsessed with learning edits. Baking/blogging crafting alot. Job Interview di Kedutaan Amerika. FIRST BOMB: DROPPING A DREAM JOB WITH A DREAM PAY FOR MY FAMILY cuz of working hours. Theme Song: helicopter-Oh Land
April: SECOND BOMB: MY BROTHERS DEATH. sedih nih ngetik ini, sedih inget semua yg ada di tahun 2012, i miss my brother so much. No theme Song NUMB. oh Inda’s movie night at the park Birthday bash 
May: dunno numb maybe. Chit Chat a lot with Suzi, realized that friendship is hard to break, nonton Morrissey. sunk into self abusive behaviour. just sunk in depression
June: THIRD BOMB: you dont wanna know its to gross and too private. depressed, seperated with Rian for 3 weeks. Kacau month, dont want to remember it at all.
July: FORTH BOMB: Cyrvical Cyst, lotssa therapy terus bulan Puasa, Mulai iseng jualan ini itu buat uang tambhan operasi. banyak buka puasa ama temen temen. banyak basa basi juga. Makanya gak suak kbanyakan buka puasa, too fake,nonton LadyHawk, Ezra’s birthday! doing good this month hangout with Suz a lot in Sl too. all is well.
August: Mulai jualan iseng terus bikin Fable Pony ♥♥♥♥♥  lalu lebaranan, gak jadi k Jawa cuz i wasnt allowed to get tired with my doc. End of August Momo’s around the world Birthday Bash. Theme Song: Beautiful Lie
September: sibuk sendiri gak tahu ngapain, rian sakit sakitan terus lalu…..FIFTH BOMB: huftttt.. intinya yah..ttg stigma, ttg virus..but i’m not alone kok, and i wont die..This new will make me strong.
October: mondar mandir dokter. banyak mimpi buruk. setiap hari rasanya kaya mimpi. Learn to accept the truth and love Rian no matter what. oh Nadians garden intimate dinner birthday bash.
November: Busy with Fable pony. Time to realize business is a wheel, thinking of opening new school with Risti. SIXTH BOMB: OPEN YOUR EYES AND REALIZE THE SCHOOL IS SLIDING DOWN! november 30th Worlds AIDS day :”) 
December: Seperti biasa galau menjelang birthday. SEVENTH BOMB: SECOND BROTHER HOSPITALIZED IN MENTAL INSTITUTE. i dunno i’m numb like totally. oullas made me such a wonderful birthday bash..i was speechless..Xmas Dinner and resolutions with my Oullas too..
there u go 2012..you beat me up A LOT!!!!!!!! but u wont bring me down.
i’m hell of a gurl to beat :)
****gotta go..harus standbye event, post laters k*****
♥ Dec 31st, 2012
♥ Dec 25th, 2012
i want a house like this titik
but big with a huge pool a jaquzzi and a theater room
gimme one year ok.
:)
♥ Dec 24th, 2012
Mewy Mewy Christmas from Republic Of Oullas :)
♥ Dec 22nd, 2012
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♥ Dec 6th, 2012
dearest loll3 i blogged about your lovely artwork,  it’s not much but here’s the link to my blog 
 xoxo
♥ Dec 4th, 2012
Aylaffff my oullllassas :*
♥ Nov 30th, 2012
My message to businessmen of this country when they go abroad on business is that there is one thing above all they can take with them to stop them catching AIDS, and that is the wife.  ~Edwina Currie
♥ Nov 29th, 2012